June 2011
I think my problem is is that I get angry too easily, the slightest thing will set me off. A lot of my bad qualities are from my parents. My temper is from my mum and my view on my appearance I guess has been influenced by my dad and a bit on my mum. These are the worst things I have to carry on with me.
I’ve tried so hard to be my own person in this stupid house, to be a bit different and stand out, being who I want to be. But all I get is a heap of bad mouthing between family members about how I am and how I act. Sorry that I’m me and I don’t want to be you. I’m sorry that I want a bit of a change. Wait..what am I saying sorry for? Fuck you guys, I can do what I want if it makes me happy. You don’t make me happy anymore. All you’ve basically said to me is that I will get nowhere in life and that boys won’t love me if I’m fat. Look where that shit advice got me guys….
I’m going to fucking get piercings and dye my hair and do creative writing or something if I fucking want to. I’m tired of this non creative ‘traditional’ family. You call yourselves that, but my dads just sexist and my mums pathetic and they both want me to turn out just like them. Sorry but I don’t want to be a clone. You were great people when I was a child, but now I hardly recognize you.
/pointless rant over.
Just for everyone who wants to know; I walked in there and told my mum to stop talking about me and to fuck off.
Daughter of the year *-* what up.
FUCK OFF MUM YOURE SUCH A WHALE CUNT
Hahahahhhaha callum.
Are you saying she’s a whale tho~~~
I can hear my mum mocking me whilst on the phone. U sukkk
Oh .
I have to pee. But I don’t want to get up. I’m listening to pink floyd and my mums on the phone to my grandma and I don’t really want to speak to her. I wish I was tired, I’m going out tomorrow. I want to go to England in the winter, fuck this winter ghfhghjfjgng
Okay this is really boring no one is talking to me and I can’t stop coughing and I’m tired but i can’t sleeeeeeeeep.
Man I just want to go to England for Christmas now. That’s all I want. I don’t want to do anything ughghughughhg I want to dye my hair and I’ll probably get my ear pierced tomorroororwowwww.